Disappointment

I felt so defeated. After all the effort I gave towards everything that I do. All of it! Now a waste.. gone!

I don't have any idea on what happen. It's very sudden. Again, I felt the feeling of being left alone, hanging in the situation that you foreseen to happen, but not. The worst, instead of being at the middle of the situation (noting that I'm halfway there and halfway way of the beginning) I was sent backwards.

There are really promises that are kept to be broken like this one. The consolation that i have now is that I am the one being considered and ask first, which I happily accepted.

This is not the first time as there are lots of same situation happened before. I don't understand why I'm still not used to it.

I am so Angry, so Disappointed!